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Month: July 2019

It’s the little things

It’s the little things

Do you have, Those moments, When you feel really, Stupid? You like someone, And you say something stupid, Or you realize, You have had a spot, Of ketchup on your pants, Near your butt, All day, And you realize, Everyone must have seen it. At […]

When it doesn’t fit… Read this.

When it doesn’t fit… Read this.

You know that feeling, When you try, To fit in, When you are trying to be, Like the “normal” people, Who are talking about tv programs, You never heard about, So when you come home, You start watching them? Or when they tell you, About […]

My time will come… Or is it already here?

My time will come… Or is it already here?

All around me, People are getting, What they want, Chances, Opportunities, Wishes, That seem to be granted, And I’m happy for them, Really, I am. But, When is it, My turn? I know, I know, It sounds, So selfish, And if we can believe, Anything […]

The fun stuff

The fun stuff

For years now, I’ve been looking, For the road, To freedom, And I mean, Absolute freedom. Being busy, With the things, That I like to do, Things, That inspire me. And for years, I’ve found it so hard, Doing a job, Keeping a household together, […]

Lucifer, what we all are

Lucifer, what we all are

I have a new addiction, No worries, It’s a show on Netflix, That I wanted to see, For what seems ages, But the time, Just never seemed right. It’s called “Lucifer”, If you have seen it, Don’t give me any spoilers, And If you haven’t, […]

The dark void

The dark void

Lately, I’ve been stuck, In a dark void. One that seems, To eat me alive, Slobbing me up, Never spitting me out, Keeping me, In a loop of, “What the hell do I want?” Because, I really have no clue, What I’m supposed to do, […]